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PostPosted: Nov 13 2005 10:41 am 
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What is a proxy chain?
A Proxy chain is a connection of 2 or more proxy servers. ProxyWay allows to work with any Internet service through a proxy chain of SOCKS or HTTP proxies. Using the program you can create proxy services (cascades/chains) with any number of proxy servers (supports HTTP, HTTPS, SOCKS4 and SOCKS5) to provide IP address security and tunnel Internet activity through proxy servers.

http://www.socksproxylist.com


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PostPosted: Nov 14 2005 07:32 am 
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What is a proxy chain?
A Proxy chain is a connection of 2 or more proxy servers. ProxyWay allows to work with any Internet service through a proxy chain of SOCKS or HTTP proxies. Using the program you can create proxy services (cascades/chains) with any number of proxy servers (supports HTTP, HTTPS, SOCKS4 and SOCKS5) to provide IP address security and tunnel Internet activity through proxy servers.

http://www.socksproxylist.com
thats a lovely poems!

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PostPosted: Nov 15 2005 06:13 pm 
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Stanton
Stanton

Joined: Sep 30 2005 03:02 pm
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Location: Jacksonville, FL
What do you want from me
What do you want me to be

Why is it no matter what I do
to please you,
you still are not happy.
I try and make money for you but
you consistantly want more.
I educate myself for you, but yet you
continually accuse me of ignorance.
I'm always planning of more ways to
please you
and yet it seems my plans are foolish.


What do you want from me
What do you want me to do

How can I show my devotion to you more
than I have already tried.
How can I prove my love for you more
clearly and distinctly than I've tried.
What can I say to make you understand
and see how much I want to please you.

What do you want from me
Do you know what you want or
will you continue to change your mind & confuse me more.
What do you want from me
When maybe it's just not possible for me
to give it to you
so why should I continue to try.

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through love,
happiness,
music and party time"


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PostPosted: Nov 15 2005 06:27 pm 
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Technics
Technics

Joined: Jun 30 2004 01:52 am
Posts: 4661
Location: Not a clue
because if you don't, your a quiter


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PostPosted: Nov 16 2005 12:58 pm 
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Stanton
Stanton

Joined: Sep 30 2005 03:02 pm
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Location: Jacksonville, FL
So here I am, back from the dead
I disappeared for several days,
just couldn't face life anymore.
just felt so tired of waking up every morning

so tired of breathing and eating
so tired of thinking and being

So, I left this world, I disappeared in an instant
I told noone, not even myself
and I don't remember what really happened
it felt like a dream,
where I was sleeping but didn't get any rest.

I just needed a break, so tired of
thinking, so tired of being.

But now that I'm back from the dead,
it feels good to be back.
it feels good to think again,
to feel again,
to breathe again.
I did miss it,
I didn't realize how much until just now,
this instant when I felt how good it feels
to be alive.

And sure I needed my rest,
I needed to go,
I was under so much pressure,
I just had to leave without telling anyone.
But thank God I'm back,
fully rested
and ready to continue life.

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through love,
happiness,
music and party time"


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PostPosted: Nov 16 2005 09:58 pm 
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newskool
newskool

Joined: May 21 2005 10:06 am
Posts: 23
Location: Wherever you go there you are.
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What is a proxy chain?
A Proxy chain is a connection of 2 or more proxy servers. ProxyWay allows to work with any Internet service through a proxy chain of SOCKS or HTTP proxies. Using the program you can create proxy services (cascades/chains) with any number of proxy servers (supports HTTP, HTTPS, SOCKS4 and SOCKS5) to provide IP address security and tunnel Internet activity through proxy servers.

http://www.socksproxylist.com
seems to me Tor would be way more secure/efficient

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PostPosted: Dec 6 2005 08:55 pm 
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Pioneer
Pioneer

Joined: Jun 29 2005 09:44 pm
Posts: 1207
Location: under a blunt.
South on 95

Flowing satin
From my fingertips -
Onto velvet pages
I am a star.
Glittering -
Soaring though black silk.
Peaking from behind transluscent clouds.
I am irridescent -
Dazzling -
Expanding -

My arms outstretched
I take the light.
Spinning -
Twirling -
It explodes within me.

I am the brightest star.
A heavenly body for all to behold.
I give the light -
It reflects from my glistening eyes.
I am brilliant white.


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PostPosted: Feb 15 2006 01:12 pm 
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Stanton
Stanton

Joined: Sep 30 2005 03:02 pm
Posts: 468
Location: Jacksonville, FL
alien

alienated from society
alienated from myself
just not sure what to believe
if I should believe
the words that people say
the things they thoughtlessly tell me

they are all lies,
are they lying?
and if they tell the truth,
would I believe them?

so lost in judgement
lost in the maze of my mind, stuck in the past
it's so easy to categorize,
to label
to say she's straight,
he's gay,
she's a schizo
to say she deserved her pain
that she brought it on herself

Better to keep quiet, to never tell others
the lies i've been told, the lies i've told
feel like an alien, like i'm not from this place
but that's just foolish, outright psychotic
not sure how else to explain myself,
my mind,
my thoughts
afraid if I let anyone inside, they'd push me away too
they'd label me too, and talk about crazy me
they'd laugh, and say thank god i'm not friends with her

Better to keep it all inside, locked away forever
cause who could understand, or even admit to understanding
the loneliness that keeps me quiet, keeps me angry and alone
who could know, who could care, who could
ever
love
someone like me

costanta

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"Are you ready to go on a musical trip with me,
through love,
happiness,
music and party time"


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PostPosted: Feb 26 2006 04:34 am 
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Vestax

Joined: Oct 11 2004 11:46 pm
Posts: 854
Location: Jacksonville
Faith
As I sit here, tired, eyes burning, heart hurting
I realize, what faith I had in people, has VANISHED!
Those who you thought were your friends
Those who you were hospit. to in your own home
Those who you trusted
I realize, what faith I had in people, has VANISHED!
Feelings of uneasiness, hurt, sorrow, anger
The feeling of being safe in your own home completely gone
Anxiety of what might, the possibility of what could happen next
I realize, what faith I had in people, has VANISHED!
Does anyone have a heart
Does anyone have a soul anymore
Why, of all people, does it happen to the ones who have a heart, soul, and care
I realize, what faith I had in people, has VANISHED!
-C. Renee
© Copyrighted September 8,2005
Connections

Energy Connections
Liquid dreams traveling through the mind
A wonder like no other
Never repeated in the same form of life
Crystal balls and dark clouds
What my lay in future time
What dimensions of the next universe has in store for us inside

- C. Renee
© Copyrighted Feburary 8, 2001
Two of the Same

Soul mate or mirror image
Same connection or common ground
Seeping liquid wonders through a looking glass
The magic presence which is found
Feeling the engery, a small wind whispers by
Something so in depth only some know how to find
In this alternate universe, two of the same kind
The release of freedom, comfort to the mind
The intensity which builds then shivers down the spine
An explosion like no other, no care for place and time
In this alternate universe, two of the same kind

-C. Renee
© Copyrighted Feburary 8, 2001


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PostPosted: Mar 7 2006 03:31 am 
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newskool
newskool

Joined: Jul 5 2005 01:51 pm
Posts: 80
roses are red and vilets are blue im just boy whos playing with poo.

i revel in that which excites my lil nose

and giggle at things i can squish in my toes

mudd puddles, frogs, and lizards my pets

i splash into soft molten earth and its wet

and i cry

why becasue im happily sitting in piss

dont want the cold truth to ruin my bliss

and yank me form my mental sandbox

where i go to escape from you

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PostPosted: Mar 10 2006 02:01 pm 
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Stanton
Stanton

Joined: Sep 30 2005 03:02 pm
Posts: 468
Location: Jacksonville, FL
you judged me
before you knew
before I could say a word
you took one look and judged me

you made your decision
without one word
before I could convince you otherwise
you acted like you knew
you treated me like you knew

when in reality
you had no idea

you judged me by what I do
one word that describes my profession
and you thought you knew
who I was, what I was about
whether you wanted to be friends or not

your split second decision
your choice
to treat me like you knew
when in reality
you had no fuckin clue

costanta

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through love,
happiness,
music and party time"


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PostPosted: Apr 1 2006 10:35 am 
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Stanton
Stanton

Joined: Sep 30 2005 03:02 pm
Posts: 468
Location: Jacksonville, FL
moving your tongue
through every crease & fold
tickling wet cold, blowing
on my skin
your hands caressing every cell,
every curve
moving over my body,
searching touching feeling
following the beat
of the music
of my breathing
dancing fingertips
continually touching
continually yearning
to come together
to flow as one, to become one
for moments of ecstasy
waiting for pure passion
looking for love so true
waiting for you

costanta

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"Are you ready to go on a musical trip with me,
through love,
happiness,
music and party time"


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PostPosted: Apr 20 2006 12:20 pm 
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Stanton
Stanton

Joined: Sep 30 2005 03:02 pm
Posts: 468
Location: Jacksonville, FL
a piece of ass
a piece of meat
simple fun
unattached pleasure
nothing more
mere riding
animalistic
going through the motions
staring at the wall
cold-hearted lover
going harder, faster
over in a minute
still cold, still empty inside
unfulfilled wants
filled with emptiness

costanta

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through love,
happiness,
music and party time"


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PostPosted: May 3 2006 01:52 pm 
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Stanton
Stanton

Joined: Sep 30 2005 03:02 pm
Posts: 468
Location: Jacksonville, FL
piecing together a broken soul.
damaged so easily by jabbing words.
knives that were thrown
deep into the heart of me,
that cut, tore at the core
ripping chunks to the floor.
losing a small piece of myself everytime.
shattering dreams and hopes.
discarded like month old refuse.

piecing together a torn soul.
after so much anguish and pain.
feeling so alone and discarded.
noone missing the pieces,
noone really caring or noticing.
alone in my broken reverie,
unwhole, feeling displaced from life.

piece together my shattered soul.
put your arms around me,
and hold me there, still,
holding what's left together.
as I rebuild, start to dream again.
as I remember how to hope again.
hope to feel again and love for the very first time.

costanta

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"Are you ready to go on a musical trip with me,
through love,
happiness,
music and party time"


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PostPosted: May 19 2006 04:51 pm 
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Stanton
Stanton

Joined: Sep 30 2005 03:02 pm
Posts: 468
Location: Jacksonville, FL
the tears want to flow, to push through
to cry for my life, the life
I only dreamed of but is nonexistent
the disappointment is too much to bear
everyday a reminder of my failure
the nails of regret digging into my soft flesh
the fire of my disapproval burning my soul
dreamed so foolishly,
wished so extravagantly
foolish reveries, impossible in this reality

I want to tear them to shreds
those stupid, useless hopes and dreams
I want to be a zombie, not living life
merely reacting to life, not really alive
just moving and doing, eating and sleeping

but she can't, won't, she refuses to give in
she has to have the dreams for they move her
they keep her alive, without them
she'd rather just die

costanta

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"Are you ready to go on a musical trip with me,
through love,
happiness,
music and party time"


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